I always knew you were different, hard to deal with, self-important, rude and sometimes even obnoxious. But I also always believe that behind all that was a big heart, who deep down wanted people well, Misunderstood… but once understood, you’ll see the beauty. Now I realized you’re a shit person and not what I thought you were. I’m wrong about you.
Maybe you weren’t always like this. Maybe somewhere along the line, you changed and I failed to notice. Or maybe you were a wolf in sheep clothing. Was it me being naive or just delusional? Or even just plain stupid. Whatever we wanna call it, I guess I made the wrong choice, but I did it for a good purpose.
I was there for you, when no one else was, when you didn’t even deserve it. When I needed you, you gave me the cold shoulder. But I accepted it. I told myself that maybe he’s not able to be there for me now, but I’ll get it back later. I may not be the easiest person to deal with, but I’m nothing but loyal and good towards you and you’re responding by shitting on me. But now I know.
Sometimes I wonder why I’m even sitting here, still reflecting on things about you? I think it’s because I thought you were way better than this. I never believed you were this kind of person. And it pains me knowing that this is you, when I hoped so much more for you. Would anyone ask me about you 6 months ago, I’d tell them you wouldn’t do that kind of thing. You had ethics and morals. You yourself, disliked people like that. Now, you’ve turned into a deceiving hypocrite and when I look at you, I see pieces of what once were a person who I loved deeply.
hey could you hold this for me a second *gives you my hand*